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Halfway up the ladder, he decides that his luck turned
with the recession. Prior to that,
strangers were few in these parts and big news. Things changed one cold
afternoon when all the talk was about the man down near the Walmart who was pan
handling for food or money. Fool didn’t even have a coat. The wife of an
acquaintance, a busybody who thought she was better than everyone, made a big
show of stopping afternoon traffic down the main avenue so she could give the
man one of her old coats. He looked a right fool after that, wearing a bright
red woman’s coat made for city walking and not for the unforgiving winter nights
of this part of the country.
The guy was easy to spot later that night when he was
trying to walk to the next town. The woman’s coat was very helpful. He stopped
to ask the pan-handler if he needed a lift. The guy, no more than thirty, but a
rough thirty at that, said yes and thank you.
Afterwards he thought he could give his wife the coat, but changed his
mind two seconds later. It was a small town after all, bound to run into the
busybody.
When the mood struck, he set out whichever way the wind
was blowing. Sometimes the trip took more than an hour, sometimes he lucked out
and found them just as they were nearing the town. They were all alike. They
were all hungry and polite and they all disbelieved their luck. At first
thinking it good and that he was their savior, then realizing that it was just
plain bad. Like the weather. Like their lives.
Sometime when the drive was unproductive, he thought about
what he could do with his wife. How she would start out confused like the
others. How her eyes would go wild when she realized what the instruments were
for. How she would cry, maybe shit her pants but piss herself for sure. But then
he’d realize it was just too risky. He’d turn the car around and head home.
He finally makes it up to the attic. Even up here he can
smell the food his wife is cooking for dinner. It is getting harder to bring his
lot up the ladder, he’s getting old. It helps a bit that the gal he dispatched
this afternoon weighed no more than 80 or so pounds. She’d begged then offered
sex before he taped her mouth.
Finally making it to the crawl space he misjudges the
height and drops her with a loud thud. It might have been louder had she not
landed on part of the red coat.
It is very cold in the attic – as cold as outside. Soon
the first signs of spring will show and the world will start to thaw. That will
present a few problems. But tonight all is well, cold and silent. He stops to
survey his work then looks for the string near the bulb. He pulls it and the
lights go out.
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