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Charlie ran down the street, bare
feet pounding the sidewalk. She’d
stepped on so many sharp rocks and fragments of glass that she couldn’t feel
anything but the pain any longer.
Her feet felt slick and she was sure she was leaving pairs of crimson footsteps
in her wake, bright as runway lights.
Every house she passed was
deserted—no lights, boarded up and hollow inside.
Empty carapace, the guts and blood having moved onto bigger and better
things. She would find no help here.
A howling in the distance. They were gaining on her. Panicking, she turned toward one of
the houses. A tall three-story
thing, very dark and very inviting.
She sprinted toward its rotten porch after a quick check to make sure she
wasn’t, in fact, trailing any blood.
She ran her feet through the grass just be sure.
Up the wooden stairs. The
door was locked and boarded up tight.
She rattled the knob just in case.
No luck. She tried the front
windows—also locked.
She leapt over the side of the
porch and ran around the perimeter, trying every window she came across. And then good fortune came in the
form of a basement window on the back end of the house. It was open half an inch, like
somebody had recently used it.
Howling behind her, the excited jabber of voices off in the distance. She dug her fingers into the opening
and shimmied through, headfirst, into the void.
She landed heavily on the concrete
floor, sprang to her feet and then shut and locked the window behind her.
She squatted down in the dark,
hiding amongst the molding boxes and spiders, and waited as the howling and the
voices grew closer. She watched the
shadows of feet pass by the window, heart pounding so hard that she thought she
might cry out just to get it over with.
‘I’m in here!’ her mind screamed.
‘I’m in here! Just come in and kill me already!’ She closed her eyes and
listened.
They circled the house for close
to five minutes before giving up and moving on.
Their voices sounded frustrated,
bloodthirsty as they faded away into the distance.
A long time passed. She waited and listened, but all she
heard was silence. A cricket began
to chirp on the opposite side of the basement.
Charlie sighed and, exhausted,
settled into herself. She felt her
head droop. Within minutes she’d
fallen dead asleep.
When she awoke, hazy yellow
sunlight was trickling through the windows.
She was still alive.
She got to her feet, her entire
body stiff and sore. But she ignored
the pain, limping up the basement stairs.
She came through into a kitchen with a battered table and a rusting
refrigerator in the corner. Inside
was a massive cooler filled with water—once ice, she was sure—sunken soda cans
and a dozen bottles of booze. Next,
she checked the cabinets and found a whole stockpile of canned food and piles of
junk food. Whoever had put these
here had done so recently. The dust
was disturbed inside the cabinet but all the packages were clean. She pulled out a can of chili.
She found a can opener and a box
of plastic spoons in the top drawer below the counter. She opened the can and retreated back
into the basement.
She ate the chili in silence,
standing beside one of the windows. She
watched for any sign of movement, listened for any sound from the outside world. Nothing.
After she finished her food, she
tossed the empty can on the ground and shimmied out through the window.
This part of town was even sadder
looking in the daylight than it had seemed the night before. Sparse, dry weeds filled every lawn. Every house, every store was boarded
and sagging; colourless paint flaking away under the hot summer sun. Plants poked out through smashed
windows and the dead eyes of mom-and-pop storefronts watched her with mistrust.
The abandoned area stretched about
ten blocks in either direction.
After that the buildings began to seem healthier, if still a little dilapidated. She saw people milling around far
down the street, heard their voices carrying on the wind.
She turned on her heel and headed
straight back to the house. She
waited until the figures were out of sight before breaking out into a run.
The relative safety of the
basement greeted her like a lover.
She sank to the floor and held a hand to her chest. Definitely not safe out there.
Days passed. Charlie puttered around the house,
eating occasionally, taking naps on the couch, on the one of the three beds
upstairs, or curled up in the bathtub.
She spent her nights in the basement, keeping her head up, listening for
any sign of the dogs or their masters.
When she had to go to the bathroom, she snuck into the bushes a few
houses down and went there.
She found a couple of packs of
cigarettes stashed away in the one of the drawers in the kitchen as well as a
lighter. She sat on the back porch
and tapped a cigarette out of the pack, lighting it while it dangled between her
lips. She hadn’t smoked in years.
She inhaled deep and then exhaled,
watching the smoke curl from her mouth in coils of pearly fangs. Her lungs burned a little but she
didn’t mind.
She listened to the silence
surrounding the neighbourhood and closed her eyes. The screech of the crickets, but no
cars. No voices. Just her and the wind and the bugs.
“Nice,” she said as the smoke
poured from between her lips.
When it was dark and dead quiet,
Charlie headed out into the streets.
She moved through the rows and rows of empty houses, head down, creeping amongst
the shadows. She headed north,
toward the skyscrapers that dotted the horizon, toward life and light and
civilization.
A small apartment building. Ground-level windows. She snuck around the outside, peering
into each apartment, her back to the wall.
She tested each window in turn, finally striking gold on the south end of
the building. She opened it and
slithered through. Dark inside. A girl asleep in her bed, late teens,
not much older than Charlie herself.
Charlie crept up to the bedside. The girl was very pretty. Short, auburn hair, long lashes and
gentle eyelids. Charlie resisted the
urge to reach out and touch her on the cheek.
She wasn’t here for that.
She turned to the girl’s closet
and stripped naked, leaving her dirty rags lying on the carpet. She silently picked through her
clothes: jeans, a bit snug; black tee shirt and a heather grey hoodie. She found a pair of tennis shoes and
slid them on. They were tight but
she didn’t mind. She only needed
them for their appearance.
Like a whisper, she slipped out
the window, into the night.
The clean clothes felt rough
against her skin, made her realize just how grimy she really was underneath. How long it been since she’d taken a
shower? Maybe when all of this was done,
she’d sneak into somebody’s bathroom, or maybe just use the hose in their
backyard.
The bright fluorescent lights
overhead made her flesh squirm. She
wanted to hide. She needed to hide. Too many eyes on her. Cameras watching her from hidden
spots in the ceiling. She pulled her
hood down lower on her face. Her
hands clenched in her pockets, teeth gritted.
She came to the canned food and
dropped rows and rows of them into the plastic basket looped through her arm. Soup and beans and fruit. It didn’t really matter. Just take it and get the hell out of
there as soon as possible.
The plastic basket strained under
the weight of the cans, but she hardly noticed.
Through the rows of the 24-hour pharmacy, past the hair dye and shampoo. She found a massive crate of bottled
water and slung it under her arm.
Turned around and came face-to-face with an employee in a green polo. He stared at her, wide-eyed,
slack-jawed, a price gun frozen in his hand.
She looked down at herself, tiny thing carrying her weight in food and
water with no apparent effort. She
glanced away quickly and headed for the register.
She felt his eyes on her back all the way down.
She dropped everything heavily on
the counter before the cashier. The
cashier paused, momentarily stunned, and then began to ring everything up,
one-by-one.
Charlie kept her head down, face
pointed away. Her heart was thudding
painfully in her chest, her hands fidgeting, her gut squirming. Why was it taking this girl so long
to ring up her shit? She felt like bolting, but she stayed glued to the spot,
knowing anything she did, any action out of the ordinary, could bring the
attention of the dogs down upon her.
Fly straight. Follow the rules, she told herself.
It took her a moment to realize
that the cashier had her hand out, waiting for her money.
“Sorry,” Charlie mumbled and dug
around in her pocket. She pulled out
a couple grubby hundred dollar bills and handed them to her.
The cashier stared at them for a
moment and then handed one of the bills back.
She rooted around in the register and handed Charlie her change. Charlie stuffed the change and the
hundred back into her pocket and effortlessly hoisted the bags of cans and the
water crate into her arms.
She shuffled out the doors,
perhaps a little too quickly, the curious eyes of the employees following her
all the way out. They whispered to
one another and exchanged confused shrugs.
She slunk into the house, weary
from her night’s excursion, and dropped the food and the water into the kitchen. People exhausted her. Their cities, their cars, their dumb
faces. Sometimes it was too much.
It was getting light outside,
slowly but surely. The sky was
progressing from milky black to a deep ultramarine, filling the room with its
dim light.
She was feeling vulnerable and
though the softness of the moldy beds upstairs called to her, she knew she
wouldn’t sleep easy unless she was somewhere dark and hidden.
She plodded, stiff-legged, down
the stairs and into the basement.
There she found the darkest corner and curled up, hidden from the steadily
brightening rays of light coming in through the windows. The concrete felt cool and dry
against her skin. She drifted off
into uneasy sleep.
Voices from upstairs pulled her
out of oblivion. She sat up,
startled and disoriented. It was
still dark outside but now the feeble light was coming from the other side of
the room. It took her a moment to
realize that she’d slept through the entire day and it was now dusk. Why had she slept so long?
She froze at the sound of laughter
coming through the ceiling above. It
echoed around her, peeling back her skin, exposing raw fear.
There were people in the house.
She’d figured this would happen
eventually, but she’d always held out the hope that she was wrong. That whoever had left behind all the
food, the soda, the cigarettes and the booze, had gone away and was never coming
back.
She laid stock still in the
shadows and listened. Loud,
obnoxious voices. Boisterous. Young.
There were six of them. Four
boys and three girls. A crash and
then more laughter. Another crash.
They were tearing the place apart.
Chest hammering, she got to her
feet and crept up the stairs.
Cautiously, she planted her ear to the door.
“Fucking hell—”
“Where’s my drink. Who took my—”
“Let’s go upstairs—” A giggle.
Another crash as someone shattered
a chair against the ground. A shriek
from one
of
the girls and more laughter.
She could hide. She could go back downstairs and hide
and cover her ears to the noise and wait for them to go away. It was the sensible thing to do. But her heart kept hammering, beating
her brain like a war drum. Her
pupils dilated and her fingers ached.
The first stages of bloodlust were
upon her.
This was her house now. Her fingers tensed, curling tighter. If she ignored them they would just
come back. They would keep coming
back until the place was destroyed.
Then they would move on to the next house and then the next and the next. She liked this place—teeth growing
white hot in the mouth—she liked it.
It was her home.
She’d promised herself that she
wouldn’t kill again. She could
survive on human food indefinitely.
It left her a little weak but it kept her alive.
Nothing was worth bringing the dogs and the hunters down on her head. Nothing—except this.
This. This was worth killing for.
She burst through the door. Six stunned faces, pale white in the
candlelight. They turned to her in
slow motion and she pounced on the one nearest to her. She reached out with her hands and
caught him by the face, split his head in half with ease. He fell to the floor, arterial spray
surrounding her like an aura. There
were screams but it was too late.
She heard her pulse in her ears, ecstatic, like the razor edge of an orgasm as
she dug her fingers into the next throat and tore it out, lapping up the blood
that poured out, black honey. They
tried to run. She trapped two in a
doorway and mashed their faces together, flattening both into an unrecognizable
mess. Their skulls hooked one
another and they fell together, gurgling.
The next she caught as he bounded for the back door. She leapt on his back, tackling him
to the ground. She chewed down the
back of his neck, severing his spine with her needle teeth, chewed until his
head lay limp, held only by a flap of skin and sinew.
The last, the most foolish of all,
ran upstairs, cornering himself. She
took her time with him, savouring his screams and his soft insides.
She sat on the back porch and
watched the stars. She had ruined
her new clothes already, bloodstained sleeves and chest.
Figured.
She plucked the cigarette from her
mouth and exhaled. It stuck to her
fingers, leaving a red honey fingerprint on its white paper. Now she felt foolish going out to buy
all that food. She had enough in
that house to last her a month as long as she stored it properly. Though in a pinch, a rancid carcass
would serve her just fine.
The crickets chirped on around her
and she sighed contentedly. The
house was hers now. Its ownership
had rightfully been passed. No one
could deny that. It was her home.
At that thought she smiled and
took another drag on her cigarette.
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